been getting lazy. cutting off blogging etc. thinking of taking a loan from my dad to get a new school back. also want shoes, but need to think through first. sheesh. lost. but i can't go up to people and ask "excuse me do you have a map to what i'm thinking? i think i'm lost." 'cause that would just seem wierd. arh. wish can go malaysia sooner. miss the longan at petaling street. hehehe.... gonna go genting get high. wheeheheheheheee~ hahaha. lols. crazy already.