realised that i've been fighting a lot lately..... dunno if its because i feel irritated, want to show off my "skills", or just wan to fight......
speaking of skills been practising tai chee a lot lately. every time in the shower, on the bus, in the mrt and in the lift, i realise i will still do. wan to go parkway parade.... buy something from the 77th street there..... eat some swensons........ who's up for earthquake??? ^^ lol.... greedy right?? or plain hungry..... alternatively can go ben and jerry's..... i dunno..... arh!!!! crapping again.... feel like whacking someone up..... dan ask me that infernal question. ans still the same. i don't understand why boys are like that.... no matter how many times you say "no" and tell them don't ask it again, they still do..... low chance this year got chalet.... see if anyone else have.... maybe get invited or just go there crash.....>< rude to crash..... still crapping.... wan to yell "fuck!!!" in someone's face, prefably an old woman, but thats even more rude.....
voting for suicide, but dunno which day i'll be free..... ccas nearly every week.... how to go out??? cannot find anymore quiz to do.... feddup. want to sleep, but cannot sleep. want to die, but cannot die. illa still stuck at home. dunno what's happening.... she don't know how to talk tribe.... manages only english, chinese, and russian.... bodoh.....
will try to post later if i am still alive....